Thursday, February 21, 2008

I have decided

I am DONE talking. I am not going to do it anymore. I am just going to listen. Thats what people want from me. They don't wanna hear what I think, or how I feel. I am just going to nod. I'm just going to agree with everything. I can't help but feeling like what I say isn't important. Ever. As a matter of fact. I just tried to talk to my mom. She cut me off to ask if I'd do something for her.

I give up on you guys. I expected better of you. Especially YOU. You've been there longer than most. I thought that you would have gotten past this by now. I suppose I knew that this was going to happen. I second guessed myself. One should always go with their first instinct. I'm just learning the hard way.

Other than that. I'm pretty happy with the way things are going. I'm excited for tomorrow. =)

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