I need to start blogging again!

And So I shall…

Soon haha

You know what I love in a movie

Scenes where really calm music is played over an intense scene. The kind of scene that makes your back tingle and your eyes tear up. When a movie does that to me... I feel like I've taken something out of it. I feel like I've changed.

A movie did that to me last night...
I stayed up all night - just thinking.

To You I'm a Toy

Ugh. Today kind of sucked. I'm just really glad I have Kaylee there for me =) Vanilla bean's and hugs are the best cures for anything.

I really like winter by the way. I don't think I've ever liked winter as much as this year. The cold is kind of a turn off... but this year all of the snow so early, it's really amazing. It just blankets everything in a simple layer of fluff.
I love it.

I don't know why.

But I don't feel any better. I kind of feel worse. Well... I guess I don't know how I feel. My mind keeps going back to the "what if"s and "how come"s. I probably should have let it just be. Before I brought it back up I had at least been able to keep it in the back of my mind. Some memories are better left untouched I suppose? I just want everything to be back to normal.

It's time to move on,
again.

Another one of THOSE days.

I woke up and quickly found out it was another one of those days. The kind where I'm forced to get up early and take a shower so that the tub can be re-caulked.. AGAIN. This happens every other month and - to be quite honest - ruins my weekend. Now... Since my dad just took apart the shower and didn't get around to the caulking, the shower won't even be dry by Monday... and I'll have to go next door to take a shower or something lame like that.

Oh, and I've done absolutely nothing all day except for play video games with Kassie... and that was like...9 hours ago.

I guess I watched a short film too. A scary one. Beware of landlords bearing gifts...

So... today was pretty much pointless.

Later

AIM

What's up with AIM lately. When I look down my list all I see are little mobile icons, away messages, or idle icons. AIM is of no help when I'm bored anymore.

But - On to more important matters. Sam and Jonah (possibly Joey if I got my facts straight) are going to be at Suzie's today for a welcome back/ meet and greet. So, that's pretty exciting. I haven't seen Joe or same since they left for Germany and I've never seen Jonah. =)

That's all I have to say,
Later =)

So Today...

Pretty much sucked.


First of all... I being the generous person that I am gave up my day off to babysit for my aunt. This was unbelievably stupid on my part because I had much more important things to be doing. Anyway... That's beside the point.


My second mistake was to let my brother come along with me. He tends to bring out the worst in any child his age or younger and I am constantly reminded. Unfortunately taking him with me ALSO meant buying him breakfast at Tim Horton's.


So... my day started out with my cousin's bird having projectile diarrhea, which completely grossed me out. After that I had to fight with them to do their chores that their mom specifically asked me to have them do. This task was even harder with my brother undermining my authority - but in the end almost everything got done.


The next problem was lunch. I am a horrible cook - and the kids know that. Part of our lame freezer-to-oven meal consisted of cheese sticks which had to be baked for 10 minutes. When I put them in the oven I realized that I had accidentally set the timer for 10 HOURS... so I fixed the time to 10 minutes, and completely forgot to start it. So yes... I severely burnt our lunch.


After that it things went pretty normal. At least until my uncle got home... That's usually when everything crashes and burns. I didn't even know he was home until I heard him grounding/yelling at Caleb for not folding laundry. When he was done with that he kind of just went on his way and ignored my existence... which definitely pisses me of - considering the fact that I gave up my day for HIS children. I don't think I'm going to be babysitting again anytime soon.


Okay... now on to dance.


I was almost a full hour early to dance because my dad picked me up from babysitting way too early. This wasn't all that bad because it gave me some time to cool off. When class actually started I realized that I was exhausted. My brain could not keep up with the warm-up and I definitely made a fool out of myself. I did okay when we actually got to working on our dance... but most of today was just review. Although that should have been fairly easy, I was finding some difficulty getting into it. Our assistant teacher seemed to enjoy torturing us with the section of our dance that left my knees bruised and brittle last week.


So, here I am now; Sitting on my bed trying to muster up enough energy to do some gruesomely boring Pre-Calc homework while suffering from a headache, bruised knees, and a sore back from clumsily falling off my bed backwards.


I don't even want to wake up tomorrow.