I don't understand anything anymore... Everything... has just went crazy. Today, the all A student, got called down to the office in the morning to be told that he would be receiving a suspension for not serving a detention. I had by tomorrow after school to schedule a detention but Mr. Austins a dick and was being all sarcastic and wouldn't answer me. Nothing is the way it should be anymore.
I feel like I'm being sucked underwater. I'm just spiraling deeper and deeper. I have no idea what to do. I just want everything to be over. Nothing is worth my effort anymore. My world is being turned upside down.
I am seriously considering just.. giving up on school. It is a waste of my time. I'm getting suspended for not serving a frickin' tardy detention, while people are selling drugs and skipping classes all day with absolutely no consequences. I'm starting to feel like I'm on the wrong side here. What is the point of being good?
What is good? Do you know anymore? I sure the hell don't.
I'm going to go to school tomorrow and smile like every things fine and dandy, but be forewarned... I am THIS close to snapping.
RAWRAWRAWR! I'm too coffee'd up to sleep. So I'm just going to listen to my ipod all night.
Byeee
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